The first talk - his experience

I hadn't realised how long it took me to gather my thoughts after laying eyes on her. It was only after she said hi again that it hit me that I hadn't reply to her first hi. "Hi" was the only thing that I managed to say. It was weird really because normally I was really good with talking to the opposite sex even with women that I was attracted to. But to her, I couldn't find any words to say apart from the necessary "hi". I think I was able to smile a bit but I am not sure. And then she spoke again! She offered to buy me a drink! Right, the one that I bought was spilled all over the place and myself! I denied her offer, of course, and turned to the barista "Can I have another one please?". "Yes, it's from the house", he told me and winked at me indicating that he noticed what was going on ;) I also tried to clean myself and the surroundings with the hope to calm myself in order to be able to actually talk to her but I couldn't so I found the perfect excuse; go to the bathroom to clean myself!! But what if she was gone by the time I had come back? Noway I could let this happen so without even thinking this time, I said "I'll just go to the rest room to clean my hands. You will be here when I'll get back right?"because you are going to be my wife. I stopped myself from saying the last part of my thought, or maybe she stopped me by immediately responding of course to my greatest satisfaction! The only thing that I knew for sure was that I didn't want to leave her. Not now. Not ever.