The first talk - her experience

"Hi!" I said again. Oh god, this is my second hi in less than 10 seconds and he didn't even reply to my first one! Oh god he is just staring at me! Oh god I must look like an idiot to him! I remember thinking these three "oh gods" and then it happened! He said hi back! And smiled back! And I completely melted.. He was so young yet his eyes had this calmness that comes with age and wisdom. "I can buy you another one!" I said with a rather happy voice. "You will certainly not! It was my fault" he answered back. "But I..." I attempted arguing with him but he was already ordering another one to the barista that witnessed the whole scene so I didn't even finish my sentence. I was just observing him, mostly admiring him actually, while he was placing his order and trying to clean himself. "I'll just go to the rest room to clean my hands. You will be here when I'll get back right?" "Of course!" I replied immediately even though what I really felt saying was I will always be here for you from now until eternity.